This picture always makes me smile. My friend Nelli Sudbrock did our portraits a few years back and this one just makes me so happy. We were goofing around and Nelli had them attack us with kisses and it tickled so bad I couldn’t stop laughing!
Being a mother and a wife can be so tiring at times. There are things I feel helpless to change and things I wish I had done differently. There are times I wish I had spoken up and times I wish I had kept silent. Oh, being human is such hard work!
I often think that if God just made us perfect then we could do things right the first time. No Mistakes! That isn’t the plan though. The plan is that we trust Him. Mistakes and all.
It’s tough trusting when you have lived by staying guarded for so long. I find that when my trust is weak I can no longer find the joy that I seek. When my trust is strong I no longer worry about the things I cannot fix. God will take me through and I will pass the test at hand..if I trust. I find that joy and trust are joined together for me. My worry weighs me down but oh the relief that I feel when I just give it to God.
This season of life has made me realize that there simply isn’t time to mess around. We get one shot at this journey and then we have to stand back and see if we hit the mark. Life can get heavy and we can sag under the load at times. I’m glad I know where to go when the cares of this life get heavy.